Currently Listening Smily/Biidama By Ai Otsuka see related

I'm so lost in life right now...

My goals have completely changed and now the world seems so different from what i had first visualized it to be.  What i thought was good, is no longer appealing.  What i believed was worth working for, now seems like nothing.  What i used to enjoy, i completely loathe now.

I want to start over and use what i've learned in recent years to improve my life, or at least keep it in a constant motion and understandable train of thought.  There have been so many speed bumps in my life that i've ended up taking too many detours and lost my way back onto the straight path.

I'm looking foward to college

It should be my new start.

~.:*:.~